Dilemmas!
I need some direction. I need some direction as to what I want to achieve in life. One of the things that I am aiming for since I joined SGI is to seek happiness and to get my contract extended for the 4th term. My contract ends at the end of the month so the closer I am towards the end of August, the more I worry. Despite performing the daimoku and chanting every night, I still find myself preoccupied with my contract. I got some advice from some of my friends a while ago and because they have different opinions, I don’t know which one to follow. Everyone at work is quite happy with my work unless they are saying that only to make me happy. I even asked my team manager if there is any chance for getting my contract extended. And again, I got a positive response but no definite answer. It’s not like I can’t be bothered to find another job. I don’t want to take time off to go to interviews and I can’t take up an offer for a perm job and then get 2 weeks off in December. So I am left with another three month contract. I still don’t know what to do.