Winza

DST = 1 hour lost! I hate daylight savings….. = Less than 300 hours before the end of 4th year!!..

110 hours till the paper is due! Shhhiiiiittt…………still got so much to do! I am never satisfied with the paper - just keep on writing bullshit and nonsense.

As you can read from here - I am still stressssed. But hopefully it’ll be over soon!!!!! I prefer to be studying for 4 exams than to submit a thesis + 1 exam. Like Dez said in her comments - I should be forgetting the piano and Kingdom Hearts and also other stuff - BT, myspace, nokia 6280, reading blogs and concentrate my final draft + FIT exam for the final two weeks.

I wish I was still in high school - it was so much better… At least I could play games in class in school. Uni is just so isolated - hard to keep in contact with friends and people without a phone. No homeroom class, no houses. And sometimes you don’t know if you are doing the right or wrong thing because everybody expects you to know or that you ask questions. If you do the right thing at uni, you get nice complements, but if you do the wrong thing, they won’t give you any chances. At school, chances are always given - the only punishment are detentions.

Plz let this be my final year!!!! I don’t want to remain in tertiary education anymore!!

Two weeks of study left yet I wanna drop out! Thesis is due next Friday, FIT exam on Thursday week, final results come out on the 30th Nov, apps for grad close on the 30th too!!!

Me in a bad bad mood today - there isn’t anything I am satisfied with at the moment - the FIT exam, my geography thesis, can’t beat the genie in KHCOM, cannot sightread simple music and the MMS service on my nokia 6280 isn’t f**king working and I don’t even know if I can submit my thesis in gd quality next week. I even hate the hail outside.

I was 2 cm away from crashing into a car near Warrigal Rd, couldn’t control my speed - drove at 80 km/h down High street rd and I couldn’t stop crying and worry about things. Why do I have to be stressed about things? I know that there is no point in crying, but I can’t control it! Winza is full of hatred at the moment!

I want to give up, drop out of uni and tell my brother and sharon not to fly over to attend my graduation. They need to save up for their wedding and taiwan trip anyway.

But only two weeks to go! Two weeks!

My 2nd first gen iPod shuffle was dead since July. It’s now fixed. Thanks Apple. Gosh it took you long to solve this problem.

via TUAW

The nearly 12-year old piano at home is sitting there doing nothing. I found the Kingdom Hearts Theme - Simple and Clean music score on the net and I want to play it!. But I can’t sight read.

Damn it!

1. Keep workin’ hard on my thesis - rereading, editing, fixing, adding bits and pieces to it every second day. I keep tellin’ myself to thou shall not worry and that I don’t care what i get for it - i just wanna pass it and grad on time. I just always hope there is a pensieve-like device so that I can clear my worries. Anyway, the extension’s up next Friday - so if i pass, I pass, and if i fail then I fail. I’ve tried my best so I won’t have any regrets and shouldn’t worry at all. I shall switch my focus to my FIT exam instead. So Winza should stop worrying and GET OVER IT!
2. Keep studyin’ for my FIT exam - It’s funny - the lecturer is anti-Internet Explorer (but i guess, all geeks/net addicts are anyway) and has put up up a funny pie chart about trying to get things to work in IE.
3. Keep Lookin’ hard for jobs - Found a few jobs on the internet, but most of them wanted at least 12 months experience. I am still a student! how can i get f***ing experience if i have been rejected from organisations last summer? I now realise how unimportant school is. People don’t care about the grades you did at school, all they care is whether you can help them reach their goal.
4. Keep thinkin’ about my next mobile phone. which network? which phone? I am going for nokia, but I dunno which one. Nokia 6280 sounds gd, but it has many glitches. My brother and sharon in hk are both using nokias - they’ve been addicted to nokias and are geeks for a long time. I messaged sharon and she says that she had no problems with her nokia 6280. 3 sounds not too bad from most people, but claire comments on how crap it is according to her friends. But it has the cheapest plans! All I need is a 3.2 mpx camera, USB connectivity, alarm clock, mms, sms and access in remote areas like Geelong and Gippsland!
5. Keep Helpin’ Helen - poor girl has to work, study and do three exams! I feel sorry for her, but on the other hand if she had put more time and effort into study or switched to science, things would have been better for her. But as a friend, I do really want to help her out, but there are limits!