Getting slack
I wished everything went back to what it was 6 years ago, when petrol prices were still below $1 and the GST has not yet been implemented and I was still in high school. I am tired of uni, I am tired of everything in life. I was going to apply for a climate change officer position for next year, but everything I hit to the question about teamwork and leadership, I cancel the application. I am not even sure whether I can grad yet. And even if i grad, then what’s next? I don’t have the money and ability to do postgrad and I don’t want to apply for something when I am not 100% sure if I pass the elective and my thesis this year. It kinda feels deja vu in the sense that I am getting tired, angry and slack like I was at the end of high school. I hope something bad happens to me (maybe get involved in a car crash and get myself severely injured) soon so that I can stop worrying endless things in life.